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May 13th, 2010
 | 01:24 pm - everything must go,
some boxes, that
hand me down couch
and chair that used to be at your church,
we borrowed them from there.
a cabinet record player
with nothing but james taylor
tore the carpets from the corner store,
i'd be a fool to ask for more.
you quote the good book,
when it's convenient
but you dont have the sense, no you
don't have the sense.
to tie your tangled tongue,
instead you're slashing through the mud.
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday- Everything Must Go
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April 23rd, 2010
 | 06:22 pm - in hand a single rose,
"As I have said time and time again, the only thing that determines my staying here is my health and, unfortunately for you lot, I'm in rude health, so you'll be left to suffer me for many more years. You'll be gone before I'm gone, don't you worry!"
i like that.
people have the right to fly,
and will when it gets compromised;
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: John Mayer- Wheel
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April 19th, 2010
 | 06:27 pm - tell me where is that taking me,
): cameron has been a bad girl.
love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me;
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: John Mayer- Edge Of Desire
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April 14th, 2010
 | 03:21 am - had a little love, but i spread it thin;
okay, this month has been better. I've wanted to post at many junctures but i reserved it because i felt like there was more to say.
but there isn't that much to say at all. so, i shall put it off again (: and good news! i'm changing my blog, and my layout, this friday. you'll see a lot of cameron, then. it's 3:18 and i'm talking to.. an old friend.
nothing to do, nowhere to be,
a simple little kind of free;
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: John Mayer- Perfectly Lonely
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March 25th, 2010
| 09:49 pm - what are you hoping for?
the past month has been a stinker. i think this month will forever leave some sort of emotional scar on me.
however, if i could rewind time, i wouldn't skip this month. otherwise, i can't walk around pretending i'm paul scholes.
hurry, take me through all this, please. my mind needs a rest.
i won't always love what i'll never have,
i won't always live in my regret;
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: morose
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- 23
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March 16th, 2010
| 12:40 pm - i shouldnt, it's not enough,
i'll take your words as if you were talking to me,
so say what i know you'll say, say it through your teeth.
now, in the deep and down, your heart moves.
now, in the deep and down, i don't know how but i know i want out.
wait for something better,
will i know when it can be us?
wait for something better,
maybe that doesn't mean us.
wait for something better,
i shouldn't, it's not enough.
pull one excuse from another,
and with pride, keep every failure in.
and with pride, hold on to your thinking.
just one excuse from another,
this time it means us,
stop.
Current Location: his living room.
Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- Clarity
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March 1st, 2010
| 08:34 pm - your love goes everywhere,
i spent the past week super stressed.
no in fact, the whole of february was a big nightmare. it was everything that could be outside my comfort zone. if this was coming, i really missed the whole thing by a light year.
i am getting too comfortable with life. a bit of a nudge and i get all stressed again. i've become averse to problems, and i'm actively worrying.
well, i Was actively worrying. until last night, during the walk home, when i recommitted everything to God.
i'm not exactly all joyful and strong now, but i think i've enough to get on by for now. we all get the burn once in a while.
so.. What I Want.
my own house. unlimited supply of food. security in academics.
the finer things in life? maybe later. i want to go back in time, those times when i was carefree. sometimes, i can still feel that part of me, but..
when you go
i'll let you be,
Current Location: his (new) place.
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- Polaris
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February 8th, 2010
| 08:17 pm - and you hope it never ends,
cameron's sleeping.
she's been a very good girl. her surgery went well and i think she's recovering. she doesn't seem to want to lick her incision which is helping a lot (: she's a darling, she's been so inactive. but today, she ate quite a bit of her food! i can't wait for her to be the ravenous, jumpy girl again. she's currently anything but, the only thing that hasn't changed is her habit of licking peoples faces.
i'm happy but not quite so. i think this is how it feels when you've seen someone else's beagle.
too long, too late,
till then i'll wait;
Current Location: his room.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Dishwalla- Today, Tonight
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January 30th, 2010
| 01:26 am - waiting,
cameron is my best friend.
she's the only one that does nothing else but wait for my day to end so we can spend some time together.
she's the only one that loves to hear me talk, and will quietly listen to me without yabbering non stop about some other thing that's on her mind.
she springs me little surprises such as licks on the face every morning. it's always surprising because i was in a state of sleep!
she doesn't expect anything from me except my time.
when i get frustrated with her she gives me so many reasons not to.
she can't be out without me around.
i turn around and catch her staring at me all the time. then she comes and curls up in my lap.
okay, not very realistic for a best friend. but well, she exists. it seems, though, that all the love she can give somehow isn't quite enough. it already seems like all the love in the world, as it is.
not years, not months,
not days,
you blackout memories;
Current Location: his room.
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday- Up Against
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January 17th, 2010
| 03:13 pm - these things i've found are special now,
puppies are so cute. cameron gives up so easily on her toys, she brings them to me so i can help her take the treats out.
i like hugging her to sleep, but i always wake up hot and stuffy because she hogs the middle of the bed, rendering me immobile on the far side of the bed and further from the fan. not to mention, the heat generated from her body. so i've decided that she only gets to sleep on the bed on rainy nights, and only if she was bathed that evening.
chew chew chew.
oh and, i'd like to say hi to eunice and roxy (:
the beauty is in
what isn't said;
Current Location: his room.
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- Chase This Light
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